Once again; inevidibly, loving for the last time. Even so these aforemetioned tales of woe have been lined with pain and scrawls of past heartaches, and heartbreaks. Perhaps now I shall break this vicious\endless cycle of random flares of pre- packaged, anxst driven, over zealous "creation" periods of mine. Perhaps a different shade of this winters' pale sunrises will cast above me, clear way the dark days of haunting pasts. In reption to the past.. I've said these words once before, yet this time, it's with a different meaning..... Last night, I slept....forgetting you is bliss.

Welcome back.. to Nothing At All.

If only I was mascohist enough to eat way at my self afflicting issues.... endless pages upon pages of cryptic entries, written in a writhen form, somehow jump out of the skinless pages that once possessed them. Every consonant containing a subtle dagger, aimed at my blackening heart...... Your apathy towards me is unrelenting.

Everything capible is aching; far too many 10 minute goodbyes.